The emotions that I feel are so intense and debilitating.
My hands tremble from the rage that builds inside
I remember, yet again, that you rejected me.
When I look around to seek that validation
I feel lonely, worthless and humiliated
I try to reason, why I do this to myself again and again,
I remember, yet again, that you rejected me.
I wonder, what I must have done
I rationalise, regress, repress and sublime
I overthink and dream that one day, you may come
I remember, yet again, that you rejected me.
I am running out of energy now, battles cease to excite me
Tired of asking questions whose answers will wound me
This war is not worth winning
I remember, yet again, that you rejected me.
Sometimes, I see it in her eyes, the fear that you left behind
I feel it in her, the insecurity and disappointment of my failure
But it kills me thousand times and more, when she sees you in me
I remember, yet again, that you rejected me.
I can see the wrinkles on your face, frown lines and crow's feet
I can count each one till my misery bleeds
Still, I love you so much, that I cant get myself to leave.
I remember, yet again, that you rejected me.
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